host
dont hate me cos you aint me;
just got home and im dead tired.
dont feel like talking much, jst feel like posting pics up.
okay.
i will study i will study i will study.
yes
life's a bitch. then you die.
2006-09-02
koped from azleen!
1. aisha
2. nick oon
3. toffa
4. roby
5. azleen
6. azu
7. jenna
8. sheralyn
9. jesse
10. kaysiang
11. michelle
12. ryan
13. lulu
14. fizzzzzzzzzz!
15. sarah
16. siti
17. kor
18. baby
19. melissa
20. sandra
-How did you meet 13?:
-- in school
-What would you do if you never met 5?:
-- i wouldnt have known the TEENY QUEEN then! hahahaha
-What do you honestly think of 10?:
-- he is damn hot but i always scold him and tell him hes not. shhh. luckily he doesnt know my blog yay
-Have you ever liked no.3?:
-- yeah shes my moron i will die without her.
-If 1 died tomorrow, what is one thing that you would like to do?:
-- OMG!!! the one thing is: everything! i will sob non stop if aisha dies!
-Would 2 and 11 make a good couple?:
-- hmm. no haha
-Do you think 12 is hot?:
-- SHIT. JACKPOT! hahaha ya la. he is.
-Would 1 and 17 make a lovely couple?: -
-- omggg. hahaha. aisha thinks he's funny.
-Tell me something about 11:
-- she likes clogs. haha
-Do you know any of 3's family members?:
-- yeah. cousin
-On a scale of 1-10 how cute is 14?:
-- 10 10 10 10!
-What would you do if 4 just professed their undying love for you:
-- hug and kiss her! aiya but she already has haha!
-What language does 19 speak?:
-- english chinese and french.
-Who is 8 going out with?:
-- haha another jackpot! cannot tell you! secret!
-Would 18 and 5 make a good couple?:
-- azleen and my baby? NOOOO.
-When was the last time you talked to 6?:
-- tuesday.
-What is 18's favorite band?
-- blue
-Does 4 have any siblings?:
-- 3.
-Would you ever date 1?:
-- yeah we always have our girlie dates!
-Would you ever date 7?:
-- definitely! my booby jenna
-Is 15 single?:
-- yep.
-what is 19s last name?:
-- chua
-What is 3's middle name?:
-- abdul
-What is 10's fantasy?:
-- me! haha nola. FIONA XIE omggg.
-Would 14 and 19 make a good couple?:
-- no.
-What school does 16 go to?:
-- rg
-What school does 1 go to?:
-- rg
-Where does 9 live?
-- eh? dunno?
-Would you make out with 11?
-- no.
-Are 5 and 6 best friends? :
-- hmm yeah.
-Is 20 older than you?:
-- nope.
-is 4 the sexiest bitch alive?:
-- haha yet another jackpot! yes she is my sexy bitch!(:
-is 15 your ex?
-- nope.
-do you ever see yourself with 12 and 18?
-- OMGGGG. BIIIIG JACKPOT! hahaha omggg!
- how is 2 ?
-- hmm okay?
-what kind of couple would 5 and 14 be?
-- really deranged.
-does 9 make you horny?
-- NO?
- what do you think of 1 - 20?
-- love them! EXCEPT KAYSIANG HMMMMMPH.
-what do you think of this quiz?
-- soooooo coindental la!
anyway.
HI ZUL if youre reading this,
CONGRATS
you are officially the first (straight, right?)guy ive seen to photowhore sorry pimp in my life.
about the pizza thing,
erm good try?
but maybe you should lose the eyeliner haha.
life's a bitch. then you die.
2005-09-14
yesterday was a really rough day for me.
options aside,(and they were really fucked up and tiring)
i took 4 hours to reach home
i sprained my ankle and had to walk so much i was limping and crying and people were staring at me wtf
i realise im really touchy with sympathy.
i hate it when others take pity on me.
dont give me those looks, dont ask me what happen just fucking leave me alone.
but they didnt even ask they just stared at me kept turning their heads to stare like im some sort of invalid.
but it hurt so much i couldnt stop crying couldnt stop walking either.
so there.
life's a bitch. then you die.
2005-09-14
shoppinggggg!
not as much as i wanted though becos the stupid options talk took up so much fucking time.
KNNBCCB!!!!
hahaha new fave thing(:
at our nice corner at gelare!
after the week long aisha drought it was like a thunder storm!
as soon as we got into the cab we were like bleuioghhhh blablablabla yak yak yak in our high excited voices cannot stop one that the first cab driver was visibly getting irritated with us and the second butt-ed in.
so. shoessss! from guess!
4 inch heeled "fetish"(acc to aisha) pumps
and some other thing i cant remember now, and this other thing i will get sooooooooon im itching all over i have to get it!
not too successful today because we were lugging our school shoes everywhere and it was late.
but still goodie gumdrops.
greenday!
colour of the day: green!
green top and accesories.
just in time for national green day too.
okay so i makd that up.
life's a bitch. then you die.
2005-09-12
hey third post tdy.
but i feel like it.
anyway heres a convo between me and aisha some time last week.
thought it was funny.
changed our nicks cos too long.
an says: okay imma go
aisha says: huh
aisha says: go whereeeee
aisha says: dont go
aisha says: hello.
aisha says: hello.
aisha says: im bored
aisha says: i dun wanna study anymore.
life's a bitch. then you die.
2005-09-10
back from shopping!
feeling happy.
but didnt buy much la.
just shoes(!) and two pretty beaded necklaces.
i havent bought shoes in, can you believe it, 1.5 months!
how starved i felt.
anyway yay i love my new shoes so gorgeous its a champagne gold
gold and green, my fav colours of the moment.
im buying so many gold and green things lately.
omg and i saw the blingest gorgeoustest fendi shades!
bee eyed biiiig ones, damn nice.
its got the big Fs at the side, at first it thought it looked damn taitai
but now i dontcare anyway I dont look taitai so it doesnt matter.
so now its reserved and waiting for me hehe.
will get mum to pick it up on monday.
but i want bigger ones, will hunt for more with aisha.
anyway i made a new friend today!
he's called TEE TOH.
so cute la!
he really lives up to his name.
i dont know he's just a very tee toh ish person.
this was such a no brainer entry.
hmm but arent they all.
life's a bitch. then you die.
2005-09-10
today i decided to sit down and study for chi prelims on monday
then i realised i dont have shou che.
so...
dont study lor.
anyway. im damn happy now because ive been working with a designer the last few days to custom make this pair of earrings for me
and she just sent me a picture of it and im thrilled with the result!
its so pretty! bronze and green!
cant wait to receive it.
and now im deciding over this top from urban outfitters.
they only have size M left and im so angry but i dont care so im buying it hahaha.
okay i will study tmr.
life's a bitch. then you die.
2005-09-10
OH. MY. GOD.
does this picture not spell LUST?
LUST; oozing even from the edges of his armpit hair follicles of perfect length.
LUST; radiating from that penetrative deep gaze from those hoody eyes.
LUST; LUST; LUST.
shit im coming just looking at this damn picture.
WELL YOU CAN DELIVER SAUSAGE PIZZA TO ME ANYTIME LOVERBOYYY
okay it is cue for me to say "sorry" but i will not apologize!
life's a bitch. then you die.
2005-09-09
omgg okay onetreehill season finale just ended
and im so hyped up and confused and sad!
1. why did brooke cry and go away?? doesnt she love lucas? why wasnt she happy? why why why?
2. didnt peyton SEE her mom die in the hospital? im sure there was a funeral? what is up with the long lost mom?
3. OMGG who set Dan's office on fire? is it a) whitey? he said "youre fighting with fire, and youre gna get BURNED" omg is it him? but hes so nice he wouldnt murder anyone right?
b) Deb? she was hiding those pills in her pocket she couldve crushed them and put them in dan's scotch hence the whitish stuff. but she told nathan she was home all day? ahhhhhh
4. will dan dieeee?
5. im so sad for lucas nothing is working out for himmmmm! why does nathan not wanna be brothers anymore??
6. HAYLEY IS BACCCKKK. but what is nathan gonna doooo?
7. WHYY WHYY WHYYYYYY
shit. the effect drama fiction has on me.
how can i sleep like this.
life's a bitch. then you die.
2005-09-09
sometimes he is like a little puppy.
a little stupid and soo sooooo cute.
he delights at the littlest of attention you give him.
if you ignore him he whines,
like when you leave a pup in a box at night
prolong the ignoring and he whines some more.
it breaks your heart and so you let him in. cuddle him. let him snuggle up to you.
give him little treats.
he loves you so much,
his love is so pure and unquestionable,
you just gotta love him.
your little puppy.
and sometimes hes like an ausation guard dog.
big, strong and brave,
your warrior, your savior, your knight in shining armour.
you hug him and you feel safe,
hes there to protect you against the bad and the ugly.
hes loyal and faithful.
he is also firm and strong and protective.
but like any dog,
at the end of the day,
give him some treats and some heavy patting(pEtting, pun intended) and hes all putty in your hands.
i really miss my baby ):
life's a bitch. then you die.
2005-09-07
my pretty girls
btw this was taken today, 0509
we dizzy dames couldnt remember what day it was.
life's a bitch. then you die.
2005-09-05
can i just say that i love this girl above.
without her i would have died today.
found dead in a longkang or something.
can i also say she takes a frigging long time to choose a belt.
life's a bitch. then you die.
2005-09-05
pls remind me never to eat caviar again.
it tastes like death.
not like ive tasted "death" before,
it just sucks la.
anyway i had the weirdest dream last night.
it was qt nice in a surreal way.
i dreamt i was walking with robiah down an alley,
i think we were whores.
anyway she offered my a ciggy.
and i took it.
i hesitated but i had a puff
and it felt good
so i had another. and another. and another...
smoking my lungs away.
it felt good, felt like power, somehow in my dream it didnt taste of smoke,
it tasted of LIFE.
then i woke up.
well im very happy now because i just came back with the entire season of NIP/TUCK!
the cute bengs waved enthusiastically when they spotted me from a distance.
i havent been back in a looong time yousee.
anyw the dai kor has braces now he kept flashing them at me soo cute.
and purplenipple gave me a writing pad for my friendster email thing, again.
haha when will he learn.
i love my bengs.
well my plan for the next 12 hours:
1. bathe
2. try my new kerastase hair masque yay
3. watch nip/tuck
4. sleep and have beautiful dreams
bye!
life's a bitch. then you die.
2005-09-03
so im a bitch. so im perfect. well, sucks to be you!
today!
my wayyy dued pasta date with toffa!
"a fag on a fork"
"youre just a bunch of faaaaags!"
haha i cant believe i have deprived myself of this kind of shit for so long.
i love my moron.
haha i can just hear everyone sighing.
im just damn happy now because i just bagged a gorgeous lipsy top!
lipsylipsy
i think the more i have the more i want.
GREED is definitely my deadly sin.
life's a bitch. then you die.
2005-09-02
this is my study pattern:
study a bit,
get tired,
go online and shop abit.
maybe buy a thing or two.
exchange complaints with aisha
then realise i should study
then go off.
and then i study,
and then i get tired,
and then i...
well you get the idea.
last paper.
just take a deep breath.
finish it.
then you can put your party faces on girls.
life's a bitch. then you die.
2005-09-01
i think guys who keep blogs are fucking fags.
i mean its okay if its a sex blog, or a non-ranting blog.
but for the most ive read some and im left thinking,
god, youre a whiny bitch for a guy!
seriously, i dont want to hear that shit from a guy.
ohh im sooo depressed im suicidal why is the world like this why cant i have 4.0 GPA blablabla.
really, SHUT UP already.
even i am not that whiny for a girl.
life's a bitch. then you die.
2005-08-31
HAPPY BIRTHDAY NICK OOOOOOOOONNNNNN
my honeyjarpuddingpiechocolatetrufflegummiedrop(:
tdy is a good day!
im feeling happy.
my mom said my boobs grew bigger overnight.
yay i think so too haha.
anyway, there are about two things that i find hilarious right now.
1. combat boots.
2. nymphomaniac.
HAHAHA.
pun is the lowest of all wit.
(:
okay im out.
life's a bitch. then you die.
2005-08-30
all this studying and handmaids and shit is making me horny.
im getting laid tonight.
joke.
but im still horny.
life's a bitch. then you die.
2005-08-28
Seņorita, chica bonita
life's a bitch. then you die.
2005-08-27
this has been one tiring week.
i am feeling so drained.
anywayy.
i just saw the MOST GORGEOUS satin clutch ever
i cannot stand it when something that is so gorgeous cannot be mine immediately.
i will have to call the new york branch and have it shipped from there
so it should take about a month maybe?
omg but it was so so so so so so damn prettyyyyy.
i feel like my chest is about to burst.
today i declare a no study day.
today i declare a must buy at least 5 things day.
the last time i declared a must buy at least 2 tops day i came back with 8.
days i cant wait to come:
-2 sept. end of all this shit and outttt with my moron!
-3 sept. new stock arrivesssss!!!
-26 sept. babys coming home!
sigh. still a long way to go.
on the other hand,
i will have to catch a ride with DICKHEAD this friday becos my dad will me overseas.
life's a bitch. then you die.
2005-08-26
have i ever told you i have imaginary boyfriends?
i mean yes there is the REAL one, baby.
but i have others, fake one haha.
let me list:
1.the (dont tell you)jc judoka with the hot butt(!!!)
2.this tall, dark and quiet guy from ros marino an italian restaurant which i frequent. maybe its cos he reminds me soooo much of baby.
eh? k la thats all(:
1 real + 2 fake. wahhhh
haha i know im weird.
but everyone has their imaginary boyfriends right?
right, fiz? hahaha
life's a bitch. then you die.
2005-08-20
you came to me in my dreams.
it was emotional.
it was unlike any other we've had before.
it was beyond the physical,
i was crying.
it scared me.
but it was so beautiful,
and i liked it.
i ache for you, i need you i want you i love you i miss you.
sigh is that wrong?
life's a bitch. then you die.
2005-08-20
boys are so naughtyyyy.
when will they learn.
life's a bitch. then you die.
2005-08-19
OMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMG
OMGGGGG
OMGOMGOMG.
i just returned from this reeeeeeeaaaaaallllllllyyyyyyy gorgeous place omg.
this new boutique opened and i saw it on the way home.
it caught my eye and so i went in.
and my jaw dropped.
it was like entering a totally different dimension.
all around me the deco was like sooooooo prettyyyyyy
theere were like velvet curtains
lots of beads and pearls cascading on the walls everywhereeee
so victorian only PRETTIER!
soooo nice i really cant put into words damn i wished i had my cam with me!
anyway the changging room was so gorgeous it was like a scalloped blue and pink silver lined chiffon(!) with sparkly things and beads cascading down in all its glory and inside there were vintage furniture like a bronze swirly mirror and a victorian looking arm chair so spacey sp niiiiice!
AND NOW FOR THE CLOTHES.
OMFG they were alll sooooooooooooooooooo gorgeous and soooooooooooo unique!
the salesgirl told me the boss handpicks every single piece and each design comes in only ONE PIECE.
they were all imported from like italy, paris, hongkong, japan and korea etc.
alllll so pretty!
and unique you will never see anyone else wearing the same thing!
i went CRAZY like jumping and shrieking and giggling all the way like siao one.
an hour later i emerged with 8 TOPS AND A SKIRT!
i was soooooooo happy pls!
all so pretty and so unique ahhhhhhhh cant stand it!
i also met JEANE there!
she popped her head out of one of the dressing rooms and shouted AN!
and i turned around and we shrieked!
then we tried to find each other through the tangle of all the velvet and lace curtains
and finallu found each other and we hugged!
havent seen that girl in ages!
then we must have gushed about the place for at least 15 minutes.
gusg gush gush.
okay shriek shriek drama drama
then she went back to trying and i went back buying!
im damnnnn happy today!
i cant wait to go back when new stock arrives!
life's a bitch. then you die.
2005-08-18
a: dai kors are sexy.
b: i agree.
a: are your roomates hot?
b: like shit ah.
a: you leh?
b: DUUUHHHHHH.
a: i screwed orals today
b: you want to screw me?
eoys in a week and yesterday i just wasted an hour of study time smiling at myself in the mirror.
well i was taking a break so i took out my mirror and started smiling to my reflection.
nice what. hahaha.
so anyway i was going on at it and the next time i looked up at the wall clock an hour had already passed.
soon it was dinner then too full to study then bathe then hair wet cannot study then
by the time hair dry sleepy ready,
so sleep.
therefore no studying done
life's a bitch. then you die.
2005-08-17
why my life is great
1.my boyfriend is a dai kor. hahahahahaha
2.ive got the prettiest bitch ever!
3.zilch politics!
4.gorgeous things!!!
7.my self esteem(or ego, samesame) is an impregnable fortress
8.i love my girlies!
as aisha said, i live in a bulletproof bubble.
anyway, so heres the thing.
there is currently one monkey in my kitchen.
status: walking around.
progress report: no progress, my maid is scared shit.
she closed the glass sliding doors and the windows so it wouldnt come into the living room.
i think it got in from a bathroom window on the third floor.
its really ugly.
it ripped the bread loaf to shreds and opened the gummy glass jar so there are gummies scattered over the floor like stars in the sky.
i hate monkeys.
im also really thirsty.
DAMN WHERE ARE THE MEN WHEN YOU NEED ONE?
im a damsel in distress.
life's a bitch. then you die.
2005-08-14
boys are cheats and liars;
theyre such a big disgrace.
they will tell you anything to get to second...
BASEball baseball he thinks hes gonna score;
if you let him go all the way, then you are a...
WHORE-ticulture studies flowers;
geology does rocks.
the only thing a guy wants from you is a place to put his..
COCKroaches, beetles;
butterflies and bugs.
nothing makes him happier than a pair of gigantic..
JUGglers and acrobats;
a dancing bear named chuck.
all a guy wants to do is (fuck)
forget it NO SUCH LUCK!
i love that.
i can chant it all day long and i wont get tired.
and yes i like the hot chick,
i will admit that.
it is good stuff okay.
but actually, i dont mind horny guys.
as in its only natural right.
unless theyre gay, ew.
plus its a good sign too.
if your guy is horny it means youre desirable and all is well.
so erm. keep up the good work boys!
anyway guess how i spent my saturday.
i sat at a wooden table in school
for FIVE hours
doing chinese mock exam.
FIIIIVE HOURS.
i thought i could runaway but i realised there was no escaping.
ponned it for nothing last week.
anyw i stoned for the better half of the time
and the other half i was writing shit becos i didnt study at all.
and i got distracted when mrsoh walked past.
he was in a sports esque singlet thingy and tight, tight short, shorts.
i tried to avoid him because i knew at any moment i would burst out in hysterical laughter
but he said HI AN
in his cocky why-are-you-avoiding-me-its-so-obvious-you-luurrvvee-me(omg ew) tone
and it wasnt funny anymore.
something tinged inside me.
ew why am i like thattttt.
anyway wtf is he doing walking around school in that outfit on a sat morning?
im confused.
anyway i wanted to post this picture because its nice.
sarah looks good in black&red.
hey that would be a nice brand name.
black&red.
okay im out.
life's a bitch. then you die.
2005-08-13
HI MICHELLE i know youre reading this
i love youuuu i cant imagine having any other as my lab partner.
i just saw the glass beads you were talking about and they are pretty!
get it!
so tdy.
screwed orals, then it was gelare with michelle
havent had gelare since.
yonks!
it was so good and i forgot all about orals.
went around scouting for big enamels but none i fancied.
but nvm i still bought other pretties.
i love jenna.
shes a walking marshmellow.
i bet god took a bundle of marshmellows melted them down and moulded them into jenna.
i love bitch because she laugh at me during soccer.
hahaha.
and i love many more but i tired already la.
anyway the vid by taypinpin really pulled my heartstrings.
i realised im a major softie when it comes to this sort of things.
i felt sooooo sad.
the tissue seller.
the lone busker.
the national treasure with BOW LEGS))))):
the harmonica guy))))):
the singing chinese man who has a senile wife)))))))))))))):
sighhh i cannot watch this sort of thing one.
i will be very sad one.
i have a soft spot for poorthing-looking people.
thats why i love mryang so much and i try to make up for everyone else who never greet him or give a shit about him.
life's a bitch. then you die.
2005-08-12
read my first ever blog
and i cringed at every sentence
so super gross pls.
ohwell we were all young and stupid once.
life's a bitch. then you die.
2005-08-09
my philosophy in life.
i do whatever makes me happy.
i know the consequences and i gladly take them
im horribly impulsive
but i never regret.
unless you're a loved one
or a good friend,
wht you think or say about me doesnt matter squat.
if life fails,
give up.
seriously.
go find something new.
why waste time.
perseverence was coined by self help books and hallmark encouragement cards
and chicken soup shit.
if you had to try so hard in the first place,
maybe you were never really good at it.
okay bottom line, you SUCKED.
so why beat yourself up about it?
find something else good and fun.
love is good.
so is sex.
sex may not be equal to love,
but it can be.
love and sex are of equal importance to me.
why shouldnt they be, to anyone?
inner beauty is important.
of course.
but so is outer beauty!
you have a face.
so make it pretty.
no one likes a fugly freak.
but back to inner beauty.
i have encountered pretty girls,
of those who shall not be named
but now i know are the ugliest sorriest bitches ever
because they are just so ugly inside.
shopping good
school bad
high self esteem good
low self esteem bad
warehouse good
roxy bad
quess good
zara bad
onetreehiil good
OC badbadBAD.
and platforms are the worst fashion item ever invented.
so that is it.
my life in a nutshell.
phooo that was tiring.
omggggg victoria secrets new range is sooooooooooooooooooooooo gorgeous
breathtaking seriously.
still thinking if i should take part in the spree
in the midst of a gojane spree now
but some spree-ers backed out last minute
so ordering is delayed
how annoying is it when people do that!
if next week my items go out of stock
im gonna slap someone la.
life's a bitch. then you die.
2005-08-09
my new dior sunnies!
snazzy eh.
well, mine slash my mom's.
she wouldnt buy it for me unless i promised it would be a shared property.
damn.
i forsee she would be wearing it more than me.
anyway tdy is my pa's bday.
happy bday pa!
who still belives he is 39 years old.
life's a bitch. then you die.
2005-08-08
today: shopping & camwhoring!
part 1: major shopping!
i went craaaazy at warehouse.
all the things are so prettyyyyy omg!
i was like shrieking.
the girl was nice and friendly and we chatted for abit,
and she let me in on the day stock comes in
yay!
because the pretty things at warehouse usually gets snapped up pretty fast
now i have insider info hehehe.
but im not telling you
hahahaha.
i was so caught up in shopping that i ignored babys call.
oops.
hoes over bros
hahaha
quote brooke(:
and well lots of other stuff.
star buy of the day: my pretty blue boho skirt it is so gorgeous omggg!
and i DO NOT look cinderella in it actually i think i look bloodygood in it thankyou.
HAHAHA.
thats my high self esteem speaking.
but really im so in love with it(:
and the good thing about today was orchard wasnt too crowded because most people off for the nat day long weekend.
part 2: major camwhoring!
by myself la hahaha.
but i cant find my cam now urgggh.
anyway i love ME-days.
havent had one for awhile.
ME-time is good.
everyone should have ME-days once in awhile.
okay i should go call baby now i ignored his calls three times!
im out.
life's a bitch. then you die.
2005-08-07
webcamming is so fun!
i was so happy that i whipped out my digi and snapped away!
SILLY BABY.
so cuuuute i want to bite his nose off
prison bed.
so poorthingggg))):
he says he everyday eat $2 lunch only because no money
)))):
my heart broke when i saw that bedddd!
so lao ya pok one the hostel.
his topless friend.
once he found out he was on air
he rushed out of the room
and returned with a shirt on.
haha damn funny
cant wait for my webcam to arrive!
i want to go for threading!
sofun.
thread my eyebrows.
plan for tomorrow: shopping by myself!
i like shopping by myself actually.
i mean shopping with my girls is fun and nice and i love it
but sometimes when you shop yourself you get more shopping done.
and i feel like it now.
actually i realise im rather picky about who i go out shopping with.
there are only a few people i like going shopping with
or just out for that matter
when extra unwanted people come along i get cranky and i hate it.
anti social me.
life's a bitch. then you die.
2005-08-06
yay im feeling very happy today
had my chocolate orgasm date with nick oon((((:
max brenner's is so good
i was like giggling as i looked through the menu and at all the chocolate loot around me.
deco was good and we were served by a gay guy.
we had chocolate fondue which is SO GOOD they gave three types of chocolates but dark is definitely our fav(:
and i had this white chocolate strawberry iced mocktail
just DREAMY mmmm(:
i lovelovelovelove my nick oon la.
she brought me to a special place that was really nice.
good for making out haha.
talked alot.
haiya i just love my nick oon la k.
andddd my kukuis arrived todayyyyyy!
so pretty
polished to perfection
and lighter than expected.
i cant wait to wear them outttt!
anyway.
i dont understand how people can be so smelly.
i mean
how do they stand wallowing around in their stinking filth?
a fatass smelly guy sat beside me tdy
i wanted to hurl it was so bad
i dont like smelly people.
dont like fatass people either.
shirleytan is a fatass.
life's a bitch. then you die.
2005-08-05
some people are such selfish bitches.
look, i can see you have like, issues or whtever shit you have in your fucked up life
but that doesnt mean you can just come up with shit excuse of work and just call it a day.
maybe when it was just about you its fine because i dont care.
but this is not about you.
this is about the group, and others who need it.
its not like its the first time.
seriously, your attitude sucks like fuck okay and i have no problem saying it to your face.
this is purely objective i really dont give a shit anymore about your. issues.
well anyway. now that that is done with,
im feeling good again
i realise when something pisses me off i just bitch about it abit then afterwards i forget about it and i feel great.
like the whole kukuis thing,
i was so pissed that night but in retrospect i really wonder why because now i really dont care at all.
strange.
but anyw i hold nothing against her or her anymore.
cos i dont care.
the only emotion i have left.
is pity.
maybe a bit of disgust but save for that.
anyway soccer is so not for girls.
we, or at least i was made to sit in the shade and sip iced tea.
NOT run around in a muddy field getting dirty and grimy.
call me a _______ or whtever but i just dont like getting grass and mud on my body.
ew pls, save that for like mr.beckham or whtever.
well anyway.
cant wait for fri!
hehe(:
life's a bitch. then you die.
2005-08-03
today is one of my fatdays.
i dont think its a girl thing,
i think everyone has their fatdays.
today i saw an old friend.
but he didnt acknowledge me.
instead i saw a cig in his hand.
hmm.
funny how time can change people into total strangers.
i feel like fuck la okay.
i dont even feel like shopping.
and when an doesnt wanna shop, something is definitely wrong.
i dont really know why.
maybe its the fat thing.
i just wanna bathe and then not exist for a few hours.
its that weird?
i just want that.
not sleep, just disappear for a bit.
i hate it when you feel shit and you dont know why.
and you cant think of anything to do that will make it go away.
life's a bitch. then you die.
2005-08-02
http://xialanxue.blogspot.com/2005/07/ego-has-landed.html
beh ta han funnyshit pls!
anyway.
tdy was a nice and relaxing day
lunch with jenna&sheralyn
then went hollandV with sheralyn finally!
i wanna go back im hooked i keep thinking about everything there
we saw the cutest fluffiest balls of kittens
which SQUEAKED at us so cute
i want i want i want.
and then got while it was still bright out.
havent done tht in awhile.
feels good should do this more often.
sheralyn is pretty.
nite
life's a bitch. then you die.
2005-08-01
they say, everyone is beautiful in their own way.
i say, some people are just fucking UGLY.
cold hard fact of life,
DEAL WITH IT.
anyhow, dinner was good.
a classy restaurant in the orchid gardens.
we arrived and i was like damn, you betyourass this is desperate!
a really desperate apology.
tsk.
i had so much fun toying with them.
they had so much shit trying so hard to be extra nice around me.
oh it was good.
reasons why i think the OC sucks:
1. julian hee can act better than mischa barton.
2. all ryan does is punch people and make out
3. oh he cant act either.
4. im tired of abercrombie zombies and the water polo team.
5. its annoying and draggy everyone knows whats coming but they go through emotions anyway its so stupid.
6. it takes up the slot before onetreehill so i have to wait!
okay im hitting the sack.
bye
life's a bitch. then you die.
2005-07-31
im feeling real good today.
nothing much planned this weekend,
just going out to get my hair done laters,
then dinner with ryan&theboys.
i know it hasnt been three weeks yet.
its not that im a softie,
im just kind and open-minded.
haha.
yay for my relaxed weekend.
hopefully i can squeeze a spa into it too.
and some shopping tomorrow.
bye
life's a bitch. then you die.
2005-07-30
and soon i'll be a webcam whore.
because baby is buying me one,
and sending it over!
life's a bitch. then you die.
2005-07-28
whatever.
bitch be gone~
anyway rhd pics!
long overdue.
only a few because i got lazy.
takes forever to upload.
us!
roby
more robylovin'
with val
with noo
aiya i love my girls laaaa.
life's a bitch. then you die.
2005-07-28
hmm, there's being annoying and inyourface.
and then there's just asking for it.
dont some people wht an irritating and fugly bitch they are?
and that reminds me of someone else.
its so funny, but i find it completely unfathomable how someone can direct such intense hate towards another when she hasnt even spoken a word to her in her life.
i guess, some girls are just vindictive bitter things.
life's a bitch. then you die.
2005-07-25
god i want a pimp.
life's a bitch. then you die.
2005-07-20
random thoughts in my head:
1. on-off tweety bird mode
2. "rebel"
3. f21 earrings: mine! because baby was a doll and put money into my acc to surprise me! yay(:
4. hair everywhere
5. good little kitten/pussy
6. princess of sri lanka
7. im so glad i have such high self-esteem!
8. shoppingshoppingshopping on fri!
9. wht i plan to wear on rhd
10. mac straw chicken
11. my babyphat lovelies
12. my kukui
13. all my asos babies!
14. my ugly nowBLACK hair
15. liar liar pants on fire
16. stupid boys.
17. three weeks to go.
18. stila eyeliner in greengold and bronze
19. XXXXXXXXXXXX(not meant to be counted), the princess of indonesia island
what can i say,
aisha understands me bestest.
life's a bitch. then you die.
2005-07-19
heehee.
im damn happy with myself today.
i dont know why.
maybe its the pretty things i saw(and am gonna buy)
maybe its the endless laughs i had with my girlies today
maybe its the perfect weather(love the rain!)
maybe its because i actually did maths classwork for the first time in my school life.
maybe its the babyphat pretties sheralyns sis is gonna help me get.
maybe its the terribly sweet email baby sent.
or maybe,
its all of the above.
yay i like feeling happy(:
with all my gorgeous things, my gorgeous girlies and baby nothing can bring me down.
life's a bitch. then you die.
2005-07-18
more on happiness.
because i just got home from shopping.
i cleaned out the entire new triumph bra range!
i love buying new bras i just get such an incredible high from it.
the new party bra range from triump is just soo delish!
"UNDER is so OVER"
omg i love that!
and with the cutest naughtiest prettiest etc matching panties to go!
i just love how the similar designs of the bras manifests itself in the panties.
bra designers are so clever
esp when it comes to earning lots of money
from people like me.
and then i found out sb had a new range of painfully gorgeous earrings!
i only bought a pair because i had to rush off,
but thats okay i will go back tomorrow yay!
and now im home infront of my comp
shopping;
again.
and i just bought my darling kukui beads!
i initially wanted the bracelet but it was out of stock for brown.
i think the brown polished nuts are just so adorable
like little choco babies!
the old me is BACK!
i dont like emo blogs.
life's a bitch. then you die.
2005-07-16
happiness is sitting on your comfy arm chair without wearing a bra infront of the comp and staring happily at the 3 most gorgeous asos earrings you have so painfully waited and yearned for and seeing that they have finally arrived and of course.
buying them!
life's a bitch. then you die.
2005-07-16
comp is up and running again
means i can shop hurrayy
at times like these,
im so glad i have my girlies.
but im glad to have my girlies anytime anyway!
im in the zone now
so i shall write messages for my girlies!
aisha!
haiya you no need msg one la.
im sure you can feeeel it(:
bitch!
my bitch!
i need my daily dosage of bitch or i will die!
ahhh!
nick oon!
hehehehehehehe.
wht kind of shit msg is thatt.
sarah!
my sheikh haikal always.
jenna!
i love my booby jenna.
azl!
JULIAN HEEEEEEEE
andand
COCO LEE
hahahaha!
more?
BSB!
even more?
jessa macartney
and i bet,
S CLUB 7 omggg!
fiz!
ahnnghh
bleuuuooiigh
sheralyn!
lulu!
michelle!
okay im so out of the zone now
you can tell im getting lazier and lazier as i go down the list.
so i will stopla.
i tire so easily these days.
im really so tired tdy.
i hate friday rush hour.
got home at 10 pls.
anyw tdy me & bitch browsed bugis village.
not too shabby, i shall go back one day when im in the bargain hunting mood.
there is no justice
without sin;
life's a bitch. then you die.
2005-07-15
my poor baby
has to laundry by himself.
stupid boy.
but im glad hes doing better now
but hes the only one from singapore there
i could hear his british chinese roomie rambling on and on in the background.
i keep imagining him in a frat house
with all his rowdy boys.
and i bet they hump each other because theyre so deprived
afterall, the engineering course is an all guys course there, no pussy anywhere.
haw haww.
life's a bitch. then you die.
2005-07-14
i keep thinking of him all alone
going back to his room at night
and tht cramped bed.
so poorthing sigh
i really wish i could go spend a night with him)):
im not used to it really.
i try so hard to deal with it but i cant i just cant.
what do i do.
i want to be a hooker in Old Towne.
dizzy dames.
life's a bitch. then you die.
2005-07-12
SIN CITY was damn good.
it is exactly like the strip,
down to every last detail
every character looks the same
its like as if they were ripped out of the very page
and onto the screen.
this is easily the best movie ever made.
you dont need to be a fan of frank miller to love this.
and plus, just about everyone in it was hot stuff.
life's a bitch. then you die.
2005-07-10
gone.
gonegonegonegonegonegonegonegonegone
its funny,
when you say the word gone many times,
it loses its meaning
and ceases to make any sense.
life's a bitch. then you die.
2005-07-09
fuckedupshitpie.
saw sandy today.
fatass still, slutty still;
still that attention seeking loud bitch.
but, surprisingly she said hi to me.
then she even started talking
blablabla i wish she would just shut up la.
and then.
she asked me "so how are you taking jason's going to kl?"
that did it.
i was so fucking irritated la pls.
what has how i feel about it got to do with you?
why cant it just about the two of us,
not about anyone else
esp fatslutsandy.
i dnt like sharing this sort of things,
go away bitch.
yknow wht i mean?
also, i really hate it when people call him jason.
its like some doublelife i know nothing about.
well i know its not really like that but i hate it la okay.
i hate it.
then she was like "he told you that day right"
of course he told me la.
and he told me ages ago,
i was the first to know.
wht, you think youre so special?
fucking slut.
he is your COUSIN pls, go take counciling sessions and go LOSE SOME WEIGHT la.
i hate fat people.
esp slutty fat people.
and most of all slutty fat people who are called sandy and who think theyre soooo important.
yucks la, she is so revolting.
so i pretended to be busy with my phone and walked slower so that she will be infront and not beside me.
and she kept turning around to look at me,
like wht, you want me to take a dump on your face is it?
fuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuck.
and then earlier,
we had another bitch encounter.
some ij BITCH "accidentally" knocked into jenna, with considerable force i might add, and shoved her to the side.
I HATE IJ GIRLS OKAY.
all ive encountered are FUCKING BITCHES.
whats with the attitude, the bitch glares la, wht have we done to you?
we dont even look at you that way,
and whts with that low move on jenna,
on a complete stranger.
wht satisfaction does it give you i wonder?
to have the world know youre a bitch?
seriously,
no one likes a bitch.
no one likes your bag either, or your hair, or your face,
please, check the mirror before you leave the house.
no mirror?
pee on the floor.
fuckedupshitpie.
life's a bitch. then you die.
2005-07-08
byebye.
i love you
life's a bitch. then you die.
2005-07-06
the phone is upstairs in my room under my pillow.
he is going to call me tonight,
as like any other night.
but tonight, i dont want to pick that phone.
becos i dont want to let him hear me cry.
like ive been doing the past nights.
im so selfish.
i shouldnt be doing that.
so im not gonna tonight,
i want him to make a decision based on himself not on me.
i cant let him hear me cry.
he will always say "dear are you crying?"
and i will say "no".
and he will say "promise?"
how many untrue promises have i given him.
i stopped asking why a long time ago.
life's a bitch. then you die.
2005-07-03
nothing much this past week.
just school, after school shopping, and more online shopping.
ive got it beyond cure.
every single day, i buy somethng.
or, somethings.
lisa thinks my closet must be bursting.
well not really.
but i am running out of closet space.
ive been thinking for the longest time of converting our 3rd floor room into my own personal walk-in closet.
WAHHH SO BIG YAY GOT EXCUSE TO BUY MORE TO FILL IT!
its like 4 times the size of my room!
but its far too much work im tired just thinking about it.
i would have to call my designer, discuss, pick materials bla3.
and everytime i want to doll up and have to climb tp the 3rd storey to get my clothes.
speaking of which,
ive been meaning to call my designer to get her to make me this shoe rack.
ive had this darlingest design of my own little shoe rack(its so cute i promise!) in my head
BUT shes like pregnant, or has a cyst in her ovaries something like that.
how irresponsible.
i wish;
i had all the answers now.
i wish you could tell me wht you want.
i wish i knew what I want.
but somehow, i knw in my heart whts gonna happen.
its real now,
no use pretending to hope everythings gonna be okay.
i just wish saturday wont come so fast.
but, wht will i do without you
life's a bitch. then you die.
2005-07-02
yucks.
i feel like puking.
me&bitch ate like fiends in seoul G.
it felt good then but now i wish i could just be bullimic for 5 minutes and puke everything out i feel so sick.
and can you believe i came home and ATE DINNER somemore?
becos my dad cooked tdy and must give face wht.
in retrospect, me and bitch with our want to puke faces stumbling around bugis mustve been a funny sight.
sorry you had to miss that.
i dnt feel much like blogging these days.
so its more shopping.
bye
life's a bitch. then you die.
2005-06-27
im still scared.
i dont know wht i'd do.
but i'll find a way to deal with it i will.
school next week.
you know how you feel sticky and grimy and sweaty and hot?
well thats how i feel now, as in emotionally and mentally;
uncomfortable and twitchy
i always get this feeling when school is about to start
school really sucks, yknow?
i swallowed a fishball whole just now,
and i thought,
im gonna die.
and look.
imstill here.
damn.
life's a bitch. then you die.
2005-06-24
and so what do i do?
option #1 : i can cry.
but for how long?
option #2 : i can slash my wrists.
no, i am much too vain and not so stupid. it solves nothing anyw.
option #3 : i can quit school and move to kl.
ha, like thats gonna happen.
birthday wishes are a LIE.
NOBODY hears them.
life's a bitch. then you die.
2005-06-23
yay i am much happier today
i just bought vintage baby phat earrings!
i love vintage.
i love baby phat
i love the baby phat logo
it would have to be my fav logo
followed by playboy, im a total playboy junkie(not the mag, duh)
hence the nick: playmates at play
i may not be a playmate on the mag,
my boobs not big enough for you laaaa huuuuhhh.
but im a playmate at heart!
theres just something about kittens and bunnies
that i find
incredibly playful and sexy.
there are two things i get a high from.
piercings and shopping.
everytime i buy an item i light up
and i think its the most gorgeous thing in the world
and im so happy!
unfortunately i think that about every new thing i buy
hence i buy alot!
i think thats the basis to an impulsive shopaholic.
piercings.
im a total piercing junkie.
i just love piercings.
i love the pain.
pain and pleasure are separated by mere perception.
i get such a rush whenever i get a piercing.
that explains my 8 little babies(:
but i have limits.
i wont get facial piercings.
still must be pretty wht.
and genital piercings are basically a no-no,
they just dont look very comfortable.
my fav is my navel baby(:
anyway. the next reason why im happy
is because
i got the new fragrance,
Curious by Britney Spears!
well im not a fan of ms spears,
but this scent is just TO DIE FOR!
heee and look at the bottle.
so fabulous i cant stand it!
so pretty
its got that puff thing to spray the perfume.
totally vintage!
so retro chic i love!
it is also in gorgeous colours
okay the final reason.
i got a new phone!
7610
Daring, different, utterly glamorous.
That's the complelling attraction of the new Nokia 7610.
Gorgeously crafted, its small and sleek form will inspire your creativity.
Brilliantly engineered... blah blah blah
okay techie shitties not important.
anyway!
its so pretty
and i cant believe im saying this but.
SO CHIO!
so poser~~~ hahaha.
judge me not on my moment of insanity here.
but its just so sleek and cutting edgy-ish.
i love(:
it is also black pink and white
will totally match almost everything in my wardrobe
and pictures, later.
they take forever to upload on photobucket.
life's a bitch. then you die.
2005-06-21
life's a bitch. then you die.
back;
tired and distraught.
lost my phone today.
im feeling much calmer now and abit dnt care ready.
of course that wasnt my state of mind at that point of time.
and bugis is a fucking crowded place.
thnkgod for baby though,
or i wouldve died.
he was so nice and understanding and stable and strong and everything i cannot and will neverbe.
well anyw let me blog and put pictures to make myself happy.
dolled up and ready to go.
"i am addictive" cherry top. socute i love!
i love cherries theyre so cute
i was also wearing secretwish*
yumm(:
baby picked me up and we went to bugis
WHERE I LOST MY PHONE
but nevermind im over that already.
so more pictures!
he turn away from me!
i think my baby is so cute.
stupid little boy.
anyw im having all my stuff shipped off to nick oon's place
so my parents wont go nuts.
quite alot of stuff.
cant wait to get them(((((((:
i want to buy more!
but im outta dough baby.
damn,
i will sell my hair,
or my body.
anyone interested?
give me a call at 1-800-AN-IS-A-HO
oh just gave my dad a call
he's in munich now,
dropped the bomb.
he was surprisingly okay.
didnt sound too pissed.
didnt ask questions.
(mostly becos i faked up a different story as to how i lost the phone, which put me in a very different light, like a victim)
or maybe its cos its an overseas call the the bill would be really costly.
ohwell. whtever, as long as im safe for now.
this is also good.
the 18 hour flight will give him time to forget about it
ive got it working for me alr(:
and plus i get a new phone.
but i really want my pics back, all my pics)):
in my phone. dang. i should stop whining.
im really starting to annoy myself.
alright thats it.
candydreams to baby, and all those who love ME(:
life's a bitch. then you die.
2005-06-20Your Stripper Name is: Paris
omg. yay.
i dont like blog quizzes.
the only reason i like this one is because it has finally shown some truth.
life's a bitch. then you die.
2005-06-20
so late night was weird.
no one left at home.
so i crashed at my kors place.
slept next to a person i hardly knew.
or actually, dnt know at all.
got woken up because this guy
whom i assume is the girl's(sleeping next to me) boyfriend,
came in making so much noise
and snigering in a nasal sort of way.
yknw like hnf hnf hnffff.
so annoying la!
i woke up at 9 AM HELLO????
so i pretended to be asleep
becos the bed rocked abit
because the guy hopped on
(and he's kinda big, actually he's huge; fucking beefcake.)
and who knows wht they were doing
i turned away and pretended to still be asleep.
then after that it was off to see ken at the hospital.
wht a messed up night.
and day.
needless to say i didnt go for mendaki.
sigh i need to go for at least one havent been to any?
alright i'll go for the next.
anyw, so now im home doing more online shopping
so many gorgeous thingsies and gg crazy and so giddy i might just pass out
(:
alright so kor will come by later tonight
to pick me up
grab some dinner
and go see ken again.
damn i hate hospitals.
fucking depressing pls.
bye
life's a bitch. then you die.
2005-06-18
today
Mr & Mrs Lai((((:
went to watch
Mr & Mrs Smith
it is really good.
worth its high ratings.
basically trashy entertainment but with substance.
but really indulgent.
angelina jolie is hot shit.
'nuff said.
anyway, imso happy tdy(:
havent seen my baby in qt long
and he's back from hongkong!
silly thing bought me so many funny stuff from hongkong!
funny as in not things i would have expected him to buy for me and definitely not things i would buy for myself!
but its so sweet for him and it makes him so much cuter.
he got me:
-pink flip flops. im qt an anti-flip flop person. i dnt like flip flops and would never be caught dead wearing one in town or anywhere other than on the beach. BUT! its so cute to think he actually thought of buying me flip flops! theyre quite cute actually and at least he got them in one of my fav colours(:
-nina richie perfume. the cherry one. alright its cute and smells quite nice and all. but it really isnt my type of scent and i would probably never wear it.the funny thing about this is that he never knew how it smelt. means he just bought it without testing it. sigh SILLYBABY((:
-precious moments diary. which is really cute and actually for "OUR book" the one we have at the moment only has a few pages left. i remember mentioning to him once i wanted to go get a nice new one. and he actually remembered! so sweet(:
-his and her magnetic bookmarks. this is my fav pressie actually. its really nice. erotic. it shows two people doing something notty and if you bring them both together you can see wht theyre doing. i like.
-a diamante butterfly hair accesory. pretty, again not something i would have stopped to look at, but baby is so cute to keep in mind my thing for butterflies and to get something featuring one.
-a really mini pingeesss sayang!(i dnt know wht theyre really called but this is the name robs and aisha gave their table baby last year) not only does it nod, the hands move too! and it has a tiny buddy hanging there. pls dnt ask i have NO IDEA why he got me this. but its so cute and i love it anyway.
there!
see isnt he the cutest thing?
he said he wanted to get me this anna sui limited addition hello kitty thing(again i dnt knw where he gets the idea that im into hello kitty. i mean hello? pun not intended. well at least he got the anna sui part right)
but it costs like 2000.
hahhaa!
hes so cute!
he really makes me laugh(:
i love my baby.
anyway tdy i feel very productive.
i cleared a few of my pending orders.
yes i accumulated so many already
must clear before i buy more!!
i made the bank transfers for my new babydoll top(hee!) and my earrings.
will be expecting them in the mail.hee!
then i collected and paid for my ola lola earrings.
oooh so pretty they are!
i also got those gorgeous white ones at future state me and roby eyed like a few weeks ago.
guess wht only ONE PIECE LEFT i bought the last one!
soooo what did we learn hmmmmmmmmmmmmmm?
we learnt that when you see something pretty, BUY BUY BUY dont waste time dont think JUST BUY!
thatnew thing i was supposed to start:
the thinking before buying?
ABORT!
impulsive shopping is the way to go!
imagine if i was just that instant late and someone else got MY earrings, i would be so devastated!
hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm.
was i ever in school?
or was it just a big illusion?
was i even enrolled?
or did i just imagine it all?
school?
WHAT SCHOOL?
life's a bitch. then you die.
2005-06-16
hello may i take your order miss?
i will have 1 jon jonsson to go pls!
life's a bitch. then you die.
2005-06-15
omg. i think im gonna have an orgasm.
jon jonsson, living and breathing in KL.
pls, pls! kill me if i will never get to touch those lips. that hair, smell his neck....
life's a bitch. then you die.
2005-06-15
i saw this at the back of a 190 bus ystrd:
and i was hooked.
i got home and looked it up
haha sheralyn says im so bizarre.
but i wanna see!
isnt it so pretty!
a sea angel!
life's a bitch. then you die.
2005-06-14
well.
so the cruise sucked.
really dissapointing.
boring.
SUB STANDARD FOOD.
hmpf more like
NO STANDARD food.
i get very cranky when i dnt get good food.
really bad DO NOT go on the superstar virgo cruise!
anyway the only highlight of the trip was this:
the smell is heavenly
and the bottle is sooo pretty!
so pretty so pretty so pretty!
even the box is so pretty
little butterflies everywhere
so fab!
yay that completes my anna sui fragrance collection i have them all MUAHA!
my most pronounced sin would have to be:
GREED.
anyw i am missing my baby so much))):
hes in hongkong now
really hope hes having a good time.
i also hope he gets into ntu!
results should be out any time soon,
any of these days i will be getting
THE CALL.
im so scared really,
sigh.
hmm i also hope roby gets her stuff back soon
so you can stop worrying okay?
and we can have that day out like we planned so long ago!
i love you!
life's a bitch. then you die.
2005-06-13
ystrd was a girlsdayout
with my girlie aisha!
we shopped till our feet ached
and our purses bare
STAR BUY OF THE DAY!
our balenciaga inspired bags!
sooooooo pretty!
aisha got it in white
while i got it in pale gold
so bling bling!
i am loving my new bag so fabulous!
i am also loving my white cropped cardi see!
so pretty i love cropped cardis!
i also got 2 new pairs of shoes!
kitten heel round toed pumps
terribly pretty and cute!
i was going to try this new thing:
where i think about it first before i buy.
but!
ohwell.
they were just too much to resist!
a top i tried.
pretty babydoll thing
which i didnt get in the end.
because i have to be honest with myself
i already have dozens of tops that look like this.
haha this is for robiah!
"juee will like this!"
sorry inside joke.
dinner!
we had beef the entire day!
beef for lunch
and beef for dinner
we are certified beefatarians!
last pic of the day
completely exhausted we plonked ourselves in the cab.
a day well spent(:
anyway im going all emo and shit
becos she's leaving on sat to NEW YORK
which(and this is an acurate fact) is 25000 miles away from me SOB
i will miss her alotalot!
anyway aisha is like my oldest close friend.
in so many ways we are alike.
i cnt imagine life without her.
i love the way we both lead happy, satisfying lives.
i mean, we keep things simple, we dont get involved in all the politics and shit,
we just do wht makes ourselves happy and we love ourselves.
we like doing stupid things and we laugh at ourselves about it.
being moronic is our niche,
but we still like to pretty up.
who says we cant be both?
some people who are depressed just THINK they are depressed.
their lives arent that shitty actually,
they just need to get up and do something about it.
some people are just full of issues,
some people just throw themselves at politics just to fit in.
but find that they are never happy anyway.
people just need to love themselves more,
believe in themselves more,
find things that make them happy and stick with it.
keep life simple and funny.
funny, very important.
yknw? the way it should be.
anyway i also love robiah very much,
i mean she is my bitch yknws(:
anyw i will be jetting off in a cruise this friday, cant wait!
eateateateat
spaspaspaspa
bye!
life's a bitch. then you die.
2005-06-07
SHE IS ONE FUCKING GODDESS PLS.
the paris posse is one sad bunch, nicole tara and LINDSAY LOHAN who are skinny now because they want to look as hot as her, but really girls, PLS.
though you really cant blame them, shes drop dead gorgeous.
she is also not dumb, contray to popular belief.
pls, its an act get it?
plus shes not really dumb anyw, just rich and sheltered.
okay i just wanted to post that pic and to take a dump on lindsay again.
bye!
life's a bitch. then you die.
2005-06-05
didnt go mendaki tdy
because most of the roads in town will be blocked up
and jammed like siao
my parents said they refuse to come pick me.
ohwell, a blessing in disguise?
but i didnt want to leave my bitch alone)): ,sorry bitch i love you!
so anyway,
let me talk about yard guys bcos
there seems to be a trend in yard guys these days.
first there's that really ugly one in the OC.
i mean he's like all serious and shit, i mean cmon youre jst a YARD GUY get over yourself.
okay then theres that painfully gorgeous one from desperate housewives.
whos so cute so i can forgive him for being a measly yard guy.
but lets face it, hot guys dnt become yard guys, i mean.
cold fact of nature deal with it.
like the guys that come do my yard every month.
smelly bengs.
not that i have anything against bengs,
i love bengs that are clean and funny.
but really.
okay this was a rather pointless discussion.
now let me talk about something i truly hate.
LINDSAY LOHAN.
yuck la,
whtever okay she and her shruken little tits can just go and fuck a tree.
whts with all this skinny business?
stupid little shit.
does she think shes so cute and all,
fucking skank.
"oh im a little innocent girl you know im not like a party ho yknw, and like, i mean, i just like goin out with mah girlfriends i mean its part of growing up yknw, whts with the tabloids and the rumours i mean its really fake and all yknw, like my boobs yknwOOPS i mean.... oh yknw wht i mean i mean these lil hooters down here *points to chest* are like real yo? i mean like hello im tired of all this rumour shit oh booo hoooooo hoooo"
I REALLY HATE LINDSAY LOHAN KNOW.
FUCK off, go suck arron carters dick or something, i bet youre good at it.
and for that matter, i HATE rebonded hair.
and couple tees.
and that bitch we saw on the mrt thinking shes the only one in the fucking world with a fucking boyfriend.
seriously, WHTEVER.
can you tell im slightly peeved?
i think i hide it well.
life's a bitch. then you die.
2005-06-04
MOTHY!
well actually sheralyn named it mothpheus but i like to keep things simple and i also like the sound of mothy so there.
jenna picked it up.
isnt it jst the darlingest thing?
we got so emotionally attached to it.
anyw then me and roby cabbed to taka.
we're such brats la.
we've been taking cab to orchard from school for the past few days.
and i got my babytee!
which is so so so so soooo cute i promise!
i should really start wearing tees more.
i realise i only wear like prettytops, and sometimes its weird like for eg go hawker centre also wear like that.
not that i go hawker centre but yknw wht i mean
anyw so me and roby love cute tees now
and she also bought 2!
i bought a skirt too which is sooo pretty
but i was $3.90 short
so its reserved and waiting behind the counter for me right now
SOB
i want it now!
i am also broke like shit!
life's a bitch. then you die.
2005-06-01
oh i almost forgot!
before the month ends
happy belated one year birthday to my baby!
not that baby.
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this one!
haha thats it.
bye!
life's a bitch. then you die.
2005-05-30
yay i had my hair done!
i feel human again.
i love the hair studio i go to theyre really professional and expensive,
which is a good indicator that theyre good.
really, id pay alot of money if my hair were in good hands.
but i refused to pay 6 bucks for that chinese book or 15 bucks for that photog thing.
come to think of it, i havent bought any textbooks this year too.
anyw, i realise i have a fetish for people touching my hair, i love it!
professions i mean.
i just feel soooo good when i sick into the chair and a stylish edgy hair stylist touches my hair.
anyw im so happy for my aishabaishagaisha!
guess whos going to NYC i'll tell you: aishabaishagaisha!
im so happy for her seiously,
its gna be an experience of a lifetime,
you HAVE to go okay girl
NO second thoughts.
UN leh hello?
okay but besides that, SHOPPING!
and baby's going to hongkong!
lucky slut.
he asked me to go with him,
siao da bor,
this kind of thing how to bluff?
but i might be gg to hongkong with my mom.
anyw i really i want to go to italy!
ken jst got back from there and she says that the shopping is jst fab fab fab!
im gna have an orgasm again, jst thinking about it!
happy holidays
life's a bitch. then you die.
2005-05-28
im so irritated now la.
fucking motor cant work.
i mean its not like it shouldnt, in theory.
it just fucking doesnt.
i mustve made close to 10 motors by now
im so tired and frustrated
uuuuuurrrrhhh.
i need some lovin'.
some one tree hill lovin'.
havent had that in close to 48 hours GASP.
some manicure lovin'.
look at my poor hands theyre sore from coiling the damn copper wire solenoid.
jst thinking of sinking it in a warm finger bath with aromatic oils jst makes me tingle and want to have a full force orgasm RIGHT HERE. yes guys i can have orgasms without your help.
i need some hair lovin'.
hello i havent had my hair done in wht 3 months???
i feel so uncivilised!
my colour is growing out, ew.
so is my fringe.
i need a perfect trim, NOW.
i want a fresh new colour.
AND I WANT A 2 HOUR HAIR SPA!
omg. im gonna climax soon i swear.
tht post conditioning, post spa, post trim, post colouring, post blow dry hair just makes me want to scream in ecstacy my bosom crying out!
okayla not so drama.
but close to tht.
omg i want tht so so bad you have no idea.
i want some retail therapy lovin'.
i want to shop my heart out.
i want my feet to ache from all that walking and have blisters and have the marks of my heel straps on them.
i want to settle down in a cafe and have ice peach tea after a satisfying day of shopping with all my many many shopping bags nestled around me and im glowing and all happy.
siggghhhh.....
and i want some baby lovin'(:
no need to elaborate
sighhh, i need to get started on tht friggin thing, again for like the 386386423rd time.
thnk god im ponning tml, i think i'll watch abit of one tree hill tonight imean like im tired lah i made 10 fucking motors can, i deserve a break.
for now im gna soak in the tub and remember this in the morning.
life's a bitch. then you die.
2005-05-25
"i feeling kinda happy in pants"
haha kaysiang you crack me up.
you also freak me out with your boner declarations.
informasionne too mucho.
anyw the summer range for the r&j earrings jst out
AND i already bought 4
almost 5
but i controlled myself
yayy but they were so pretty
now me feelin kinda happy,
but not in pants.
anyw i went to the dvd shop yesterday
purplenipple is back!
yea in case you dnt remember I call him purple nipple because he looks like this hongkong actor who has purple nipples.
he was so funny.
he asked me if i had friendster and
he wanted my email address so he could add me.
and i said dnt want give you
and he was like walau dnt like that laaa
then he said he's gonna search for me every night he thinks sure can find one.
and im like"man man zao ba"(i.e take your time)
haha fyi, i cancelled my friendster account like last year?
HAHA i love messing with peoples heads.
anyw he has some deranged idea that if he searches for ashton kutcher he'd find me
and thts only because once i went back many times for butterfly effect and they didnt have it yet.
haha purplenipple!
baby sent over some bday pics!
behold the face of the freshly-sixteen year old!
okay i'll add more later im lazy now.
anyw im really starting to loooove green
its such a gorgeous colour when in the right shades.
oooh
omg so stunning!
unfortunately the price is also very stunning: $330.
this one speaks to me.
im serious.
it says: im an egyptian princess. im drop dead gorgeous. BUY ME DAMMIT.
im drooling on the keyboard.
haha okay the dialogue i added is from TROY in case you were wonderng.
okay im happy now because
tdy i bought new shoes!
gorgeous black kitten heel pumps
the chain detail on the front looks chanel inspired
will go with my chanel bag
so pretty!(:
yay bye
one tree hill calls
YES i bought the entire series 1
because i didnt catch series 1
and im so into now pls!
life's a bitch. then you die.
2005-05-22
letter to missuel:
i have come to a point where i realise i cnt control anything and everything.
i cnt tell you wht to do,
thats for you to decide.
all i can do is be there for you
give you hugs.
try to make you smile again.
you knw for a fact you can talk to me whenever for whtever.
it really hurt me to see wht i saw yknw tht.
but really theres probably nothing i can say or do to ask you to stop.
youre old enough, smart to enough,strong enough to make your own decisions
pls dnt say you dnt believe in yourself
because
i believe in you
and i believe you can get through this
get out of this and look back
and laugh
and smile
again
smile again.
smile again okay
for me,
for everyone.
for yourself.
not just outside,
but inside.
soon there will be no more tears,
no more blood
no more pain
no more scars.
heaven is close by,
heaven is wht you make of it.
i love you okay
i really love you alot.
yours, an
life's a bitch. then you die.
2005-05-20
haha.
life's a bitch. then you die.
2005-05-17
kl pics are up.
lazy to upload all there were so many
so there a just a few.
i have been excessively online-shopping these days.
ive got it really bad.
when im not out shopping,
im at home shopping online.
a few minutes ago i just bought another 3 pairs of earrings!
oops.
but they were so pretty so wht to do!
and they had such pretty names too:
sea coral;
pink ruffles;
raspberry drops;
sighhhhhhh how could i resist?
they are too pretty for their own good.
anyhow i got new tops too!
babydolls babydolls!
oh i just love looove babydoll tops
gorgeous!
i never really wear green
but i love this green its so pretty!
and i just adore the bronze ring!
and its a smock top!
smock tops are so cute
smock smock!
hee(:
life's a bitch. then you die.
2005-05-14
gelare with roby my girl tdy*
wild strawberry waffles with cream, strawberry sauce and the works!
pure bliss.
i was never a strawberry girl
but this tasted way better than the chocolate
it is so good promise!
we had a celebration tdy
which come to think of it
there was no specific cause at all
oh but i love our celebrations(:
we should celebrate more often
joined by zul shortly after.
another star wars freak.
i shant elaborate if you can recall my earlier episode with star wars.
anyw he enlightened me and roby on the whtevers about the green wrinkly thing(called yoda!) and the like.
oh and the robot is r 2 d 2, or something
not 1 2 beep 2.
yay. feed me more
haha
and roby took on my dare!
she waved at a random guy that passed us
prize: a kiss from yours truly.
any more takers yes?
might be gymming tml with the girlies.
yay, am positively tingling with excitement.
hey im serious.
the prospect of getting a gisele bod thrills me to say the least.
HAHA GISELE.
i have always been a girl of ideals.
anyw twill be fun, a change of scene.
a good workout,
and a better pigout session later.
HA.
bye
yesyes pictures, soon.
life's a bitch. then you die.
2005-05-12
whatever.
i have no time for fucked up little shits
stupid anons who are just stupid and annoy the shit out of me
people who think they are sooooo bloody important and cute
trivial things like photog and excuse letters.
and STAR WARS FOR THAT MATTER.
or the fact that lindsay lohan is skinnier now. what a stupid little shit she is.
seriously, WHATEVER.
anyw, i ponned school tdy.
i felt so happy omg.
hello pls, who ever feels remourse and guilt?
ya anyway, thinking of doreentans little shitface just makes me want to hurl.
doesnt she get it?
I DNT FUCKING CARE.
anyway im not paying $15 for some stupid shit i never turn up for anyway.
whatever pls,
i have no time for such trivial matters
I HAVE NO TIME.
i feel so irritated when i think about it and then im like,
whatever.
WHATEVER.
go away asswipe.
i mean like, who wears SOCKS with kitten heels WHOOOO???
i happen to like kitten heels btw theyre very cute.
anyw.
ohno ive been such a notty girl
i blew 50 bucks just like that!
online!
on the most gorgeoustest earrings pls!
parisan spring!
ahhh pure poetry.
but its so pretty i promise!
and i can get them next monday.
hott.
anddd i can collect my pretty urban nymph bag this week(((:
hottt.
and roby i dnt care i cant wait anymore i must get my blingbling shades by this week
i finally managed to upload my pictures so they will be up soon when i feel like it.
life's a bitch. then you die.
2005-05-10
sweet sixteen
birthdays are always the best
((:
thanks baby for making it so special and happy
i love you many manys
pictures and update tomorrow okay.
just got home
and im super tired
love.
life's a bitch. then you die.
2005-05-06
yayy
had a premature post exam mini celebration tdy
with my robynoby.
hello pls there is chem and math tmr,
but whatever.
tell me later when i care.
anyway i paid extra money for star potatoes
when i could have got them free in the meal BUT
the ones in the meal are ROUND
and i like stars
so i stubbornly ordered the star potatoes
for 2 bucks plus but whatever
and the auntie even asked if i wanted to buy the star wars tumbler as well
ANYWAY since we are on the subject let me talk about star wars.
I HATE STAR WARS.
i mean it makes absolutely no sense.
alright let me put it this way,
first theres this green wrinkly bald thingy,
yoga or yoda or something, whtever.
he wears this torn up robe,
is like always dying(but never did, or did he? whtever)
and thinks he's such a smart ass
but talks like this:
a green bald ugly cretin i am.
what, you think youre so cute?
pooi.
okay then we have this black plastic casing ish man,
he breathes like this
horrrh horrrh horrrh
and has a cape(right?)
is the bad guy i suppose.
and fights with florescent light tubes.
huh?
next we have this princess right.
who has ram horns growing on the sides of her head.
and resembles one of those freaky Harajuku esque jap girls gwen is so obsessed over these days.
btw i hate that harajuku phase
its freaky and ugly.
anyway yeah.
shes mute right?
the princess i mean she doesnt talk?
what is her purpose anyw? okay nvm lets move on
now we have anakin(anakkin?)
the skywalker guy.
i dnt have much to say about him
because he's played by that mildly cute guy
so im biased.
okay now we have that robot guy
1 2 beep 2?
the one that looks like my vacuum cleaner
and the other one the tall one.
whatever i have nothing to say about 2 stupid robots cos i dnt care.
okay so lets review.
characters: green bald thing, black plastic casing man, ram princess, skywalker, 2 robots.
plot: they shoot around in spacey gadgets to try and rule the universe how the hell sbould i knw?
this sucks i really should get down to studying instead of ranting about starwars anyway
tomorrow is my sweet sixteenth!
happyyy((:
baby is coming to pick me up
i wonder wht he has planned this year
he refuses to tell me
i shall go study now bye
life's a bitch. then you die.
2005-05-05
Fleming says
for dc motors,
apply the LEFT HAND RULE
where thuMb is for Motion
seCond finger is for Current
First finger is the Field.
Some Guy says
for current through a straight wire
I SAY
exams in approx. less than 26 hours.
for all you no lifers out there right now.
i know how you feel.
THIS BLOWS.
anyway thats an ugly hand.
life's a bitch. then you die.
2005-05-01
HELLO I AM A CHAO AH LIAN AND A CHEENA PANG!
right of course im not.
i just felt like saying that
DAHAHAHAHA
BYE!
life's a bitch. then you die.
2005-04-26
beautiful; dangerous; proud.
white oleander.
life's a bitch. then you die.
2005-04-24
i did it again;
sigh
wht the fff is wrong with me.
when will i stop being such a bitch
im super cranky now pls.
i keep getting irritated at things
but the truth is
im irritated with myself.
now the problem with that is.
i cnt make it go away.
unless i sleep so i wont have to interact with myself.
and work is the last thing on my mind right now
eventhough its piling up like shit
and eoi is like a week away.
i dnt knw shit about shit.
but right now i DNT CARE so lets leave it at that.
my dad bought me pepper spray.
er thanks daddy.
didyouknw its actually made from pepper like Oleoresin Capsicum.
i wish i was one of those people who could bury themselves in work to forget about everything else.
oh props to the black lady person on amazing race who had her head shaved bald and shiny.
i would never have the strength or courage to shave my head
because lets face it
we all look like crap bald.
im just ranting.
if someone is still reading this word for word i will jst LAUGH.
i dare you to move-
life's a bitch. then you die.
2005-04-21
baby wrote this:
Stairway to Heaven;
Where it will lead us?
No one can tell.
Pages in a book
Thoughts of the mind;
Through years I've learned,
Love is blind.
"Never again" is what I said,
Blocking my heart;
As if it were...
Dead.
You've shown me happiness,
Smiles and a giggle.
You mean so much,
And near too little.
Here we are,
The two of us;
So full of love,
Dying for some tenderness.
'Cause with you, my world
Is filled with so much pleasure;
When I'm blind, you are my eyes.
Beside you, no one can measure.
So I pledge my heart to you;
Now, later, my whole life through.
The day I saw you I knew you were mine,
I knew someday you'd be apart of my life.
I love the things you always do.
When I hear music, my heart tells me that
I love you.
When I can't feel you near me, I can't feel my soul,
I get crazy and I can't keep control.
I try hard to stay strong,
but when you're gone for so long
my eyes gets teary and my heart feels empty.
I'll do anything to have you by my side
cos An you're all I need to keep me satisfied.
(:
life's a bitch. then you die.
2005-04-18
gorgeous pls.
i love
life's a bitch. then you die.
2005-04-18
fiddled with the html abit.
eyecandy was so last year pls.
i love the new look of my blog
(:
shizzle on my nizzle.
life's a bitch. then you die.
2005-04-17
//with baby((:
who had to tilt his head down so that i wouldnt look so short.
muacks.
life's a bitch. then you die.
2005-04-17
hello omg my weekend was awesome
sports fest is as good as a holiday
and tues was the olevel thingy
so i had a long weekend!(:
jetted to kl
to shop my toucshie off
shopped like crazy
spent like crazy
i think like over 15000 buckeroos
ate like a fiend
stayed in the GORGEOUS shangri la
oh how i have sinned
happy(:
the gorgeous shangrila
chocolate fountain!
i mean have you ever seen a chocolate fountain in the breakfast buffet?
okay maybe i was exaggerating on the as tall as sheralyn part
but its pretty tall.
chocolate coated strawberries;
sin in its purest form.
mmmmm.
oops
(:
in the cab.
the very first thing i tried on!
a pretty babydoll short dress.
and the last!
sorry lazy to put up all those in between.
anyw i just love baby tees!
i love this cherry tee it is so cute!
i love love love the skirt too
but not together
get a loada this!
his very own beer keg on his table!
back at the hotel room after a whole day of shopping
chanelbabyyy(:
life's a bitch. then you die.
2005-04-15
im feeling good tdy.
as long as i dnt have to see the words:
-globalization
-market liberation
-domestic trade index
-real GDP
-inflation
-I HATE SS/SS SUCKS(on msn alert windows popping up at the side of my comp screen)
ever again,
im good.
the ordeal is over darlings, so wash your hands of SS & put your party face on.
i really feel good(:
thanks baby for being a doll
and staying up with me eventhough i told him to go away.
SILLYBABY(:
and for helping me search for info(that actually was completely useless)
and for calling every now and then to make sure i went to sleep early.
muacks.
hoorah cnt wait for the weekends!
because mine are gonna be so totally awesome!
ha im so annoying.
anyway hello wht is this people?
its the singapore fashion festival
where is the fashion spirit hmmmm hmm hmmm????
wht is happening to the world
omg i have to go for at least one fashion show or i will never forgive myself.
and since we're on the subject,
let me make an ode to the greatest fashion who's who
KARL LAGERFELD:
THE REAL SLIM SHADY
he designs for chanel, H&M and dior,
he has an air about him,
he makes politically incorrect statements,
he wears tight diesel jeans,
he wears make up,
and doesnt give a shit about shit.
he is GOD<